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Mon, 03 May 2004 16:43:24 GMT

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garden of good and evil

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 21:48:51 GMT

well fuckers, i'm off to savannah, ga. for my best friend's wedding. hopefully my bridesmaid dress will fit and no one will care about my tattoos. O_o i'm almost ready to go, just packing my stuff and getting things together for my dog since i'm taking her with. i hope one day i turn into one of those sex obsessed middle aged hot women who bring home young men all the time. a lady who takes their tiny dog everywhere with them and hangs out with drag queensall night.
wait, i think that's already me, besides the middle aged part. o_O anywho.. i will be back sunday night.

since this is a new journal and most of you don't know me *the few of you there are so far ;)* i will leave you with some old survey shit, incase you are insanely bored.

1) What's the middle name of first person you slept with? caleb

2) What kind of underwear are you wearing, and what color are they? i'm not wearing underwear. i'm wearing leopard print fuzzy shorts, but they're kind of like boycut undies.

3) What song do you want played at your funeral? i was going to say i could never pick.. but then i started hearing "mad world" in my head.. then i thought about how that was really sad, and maybe i would want something hilarious instead, like a brak song. O_O

4) What is the number of your sluttiest friend so that some of our single friends can get some action? i don't remember it. liz.. wtf is your number? *checks adam's phone*

5) What would your last meal be before being executed? uuhhh...something that makes me invincible or takes a few years to eat.

6) Beatles or Stones? stones

7) If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who would it be? i don't know.. i would have to somehow be able to figure out who is causing the most violence and suffering in the world.

8) The person whose problems you wouldn't want to hear? the guy i work with who bitches for an hour about how the valet at the ritzy place he shops at takes too long to bring his car back.

9) What is the thing most important to you about the preferred sex? a sweet ass.
...haha.. i mean O_O communication/humor/understanding/sensitivity -seriously.

10) Do you secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them? i don't think i've ever lied to someone about how i felt about them. that's really shitty.

11) If you could have any superpower, what would it be? a superpowered cock? or id be invinsible... NOT "invisible" cause that would freak my shit OUT.

12) Favorite hangover cure? seriously? alka seltzer "morning relief" that shit really works.

13) How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? it depends. usually 3 or 4 strong ones, farily quickly together... but it takes a few more to make me like.. sick drunk. X_X

14) Favorite Outkast lyric? lend me some sugar, i am your neighbor! although i do like singing "oh-yeaa-eerr" alot

15) Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have? really doesnt matter.. depends on how it goes with the rest of them.

16) If you had to be blind or deaf, which would you choose? deaf... although i'd ALMOST rather be dead than deaf... but i couldnt live blind. it's way too difficult to be self sufficient that way.

17) Do you have any psychiatric problems? why are you asking me? did i say something that lead you to think that? i don't really care what you think anyway.

18) Siblings that should go to rehab? my only sibling is 5.... and she rocks hardcore.

19) Least favorite month? june or july.. which ever is hotter and less rainy X_X hot dry months can kiss my assssss.

20) Favorite hateful thing to do to somebody? be completely unaffected.

21) First movie you remember seeing as a kid? polertgiest or the seventh sign? ... can't remember which it was.

22) Favorite person in the whole world? that question sucks ass.

23) When's the last time you went on a date? what most people consider a "date" i don't think i've been on since i was 16. i don't know.. i just usualy start hanging out with someone as a friend... then it's too "serious" to call going a "date"

24) Do you like violent movies or dirty movies? umm.. both? what about at the same time?

25) Fall or spring? fall <3 halloween.

26) Person you most wish you hadn't made out with? ewwwww. this fat girl "kim" from the castle. GODDAMN IT. eeww. stupid alcohol and akward PLZ MAKE OUT WITH ME situations.

27) If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with? liz's answer to this question was - "I'M NOT SAYIn' !!! omgmmmmgm."
YOU KNOW IT'S ME LIZ!@#@! DON'T HIDE IT. -and i can't answer this question because there's not "one person", since i'm not.. er.. uuuuuuuhhhhhhh.. fuck you!

28) Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle? somewhere i don't have to worry about money, where i'm happy, comfortable, with someone i love, and still active.

29) Who is the person you can count on the most? adam, mike, mary beth

30) If you could date any celebrity, past or present, time and age are not a factor...who would it be? jonathan rhys meyers.

31) What books have you pretended to read? i don't have to pretend. i know how to read. unless you count, like, some history book when i was 12 and in school.

32) What's a word you'd use to describe your life? unusual.

33) What's your favorite drinking game? so far.. drunken scattergories!!!

34) What did you dream about last night? >_< a house i dream about frequently.

35) Favorite tv show? i don't have cable right now or it'd be a lot more things. i guess will and grace would be my favorite normal tv thing.

36) Favorite Movie? too many too picl. please view my lj info list and then go fuck yourself.

37) Favorite Album? i hate picking these.. please look at question #36

38) Favorite Song? LALALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU

39) Favorite Band and Favorite Artist? your mother eats my cunt.

SIMPLE QUESTIONS:

1. Full name: chrys fucked yourmom
2. Nicknames: sir, pumpkin, fred *which my mom calls me for some strange unknown readon*, and coach *at work* O_O
3. Eyes: greygreenblue
4. Height: just about 5ft7- maybe slightly under
5. Hair: red
6. Siblings: destiny, 4 years old, adopted
7. Do you like to sing in the shower? yes
8. Do you like to sing? all of the time when no one is around. seriously.
9. Birthday: may 22nd 1979
10. Star Sign: gemini
11. Address: ????????? - tampa fl
12. Sex: my other vagina is a penis
13. Right or Left: both
14. What do you want in a relationship most? understanding, communication, passion, sensitivity *the good kind* humor, incredibly compatable sex
15. Have you ever cheated? once. it wasnt -sex- but i told the person right after it happened. we were kind of seperating on and off at the time, that pushed me to make it more final.
16. Marital status: X_X getting a divorce SOOOOON, been seperated for over 2 years.
17. Do you have a car? yes
18. What kinda car do you want? something i can customize/decorate/feel cool and/or tough in. iow NOT my mercury sable, though i am 234786327846 Xs greatfull that i have it. <3

FAVOURITE QUESTIONS:

19. Movie? too many- plz see my LJ INTRESTS LIST
20. Song? too many- plz see my LJ INTRESTS LIST
21. Animal? seahorses, ducks, anteaters, armadillos, ostriches, penquins, clouded leopards, anything that is ridiculously cute, weird, or has giant eyes. i'm also fond of totaly defenseless tiny animals that shouldnt exist in a normal world, like my dog.
22. TV Show? too many- etc etc etc
23. Actor: for acting i'd say jim carrey, leonardo dicaprio, kevin spacey, robin williams, but i want to fuck jonathan rhys meyers and a few others. oh and.. bill murray is hilarious.
24. Actress: for acting, nicole kidman, charlize theron (sp) was great in monster, carrie-anne moss *not because of the matrix* ..jesus there are so many i'm leaving out. for sex i say helena bohnam carter, patricia arquette, amanda peet, gwenyth paltrow and a few more...
25. Food: thai, indian, anything that has to be eaten in a complex way, simple flavors like tomato, potatoes, umm.. i just fucking love food. seriously.
26. Number: 3, 13, 7, although 2/22 seem to be as well.
27. Cartoon: family guy, space ghost/brak/cartoon planet, simpsons, hamtaro, invader zim, aqua teen hunger force, sealab, and mother fucking tama and friends, but i havent seen it in FOREVER.
29. Color: green, blue, grey, cranberry reds, bright colors when used in the right way.

LOVE LIFE ETC:

30. Do you plan on having kids? i would like to, some day far away when i actualy feel like a "plan" is a good idea. O_O
31. Where do you plan on having kids?: in a hospital while on lots of drugs.
32. What will be the name of your firstborn? i have a few ideas. jaeden has stuck with me the longest.
33. How old do you wanna be when you are married? again? umm ...i don't know.. probably by 30. FUCK. i wish that wasnt only 5 years from now. since i want to have kids some day i'd like to not have them when i'm TOOOO old, but rushing is way worse. :/
34. Kids before marriage? i hope not. i don't want to get married BECAUSE i'm pregnant, but i reallllly don't want to have kids without being married either. >_<
35. Do you have a b/f or a g/f? yes sir.
36. How long have you been dating? 2 years
37. Do you have a crush? jrm

THIS OR THAT?

38.Music/TV: music
39. Guys/Girls: neither extreame
40. Green/Blue: if i had to pick one, green.
41. Pink/Purple: pink
42. Summer/winter: WINTER
43. Night/Day: night
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: ???????GROOVIN WITH MY CREW???? chillin out, maxin, relaxin all cool and all, shootin some b-ball outside of the school????????????
45. Dopey/Funny: dopey is a funny word... does that count?
46. You know I'm around when you hear: WHAT? fuck ___ fuck ____ UMMMMMMM ..... no.......
47. What school do u go to? the school of COOL, baby. actualy i just work like the rest of POOR AMERICAN TRASH.
48. Are you on MSN? not at the moment.
49. Major turn on for you? hats, suspenders, learning from someone, someone wanting me to show them something, full lips, unique style, fags, nice jaw lines, the way someone moves.
50. How far would you go on a first date? HMMMMM that depends on 3722 things.

FRIENDS:

51. Most blonde: i THINK amanda is blonde right now.. right?
52. Nicest: micah or mary beth.. i can't decide BUT I THINK MICAH SHOULD DATE HER. ------- yep.
53. Funniest: liz, mike, adam, ben, jamie, morgan
55. Best personality: i really can't decide. i love all of my friends. i only have a handfull of close friends and they all have great and different traits.
56. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? adam, mike, jason, and also liz and amanda.
57. What do you think of soul mates? i think some people are very lucky to find eachother and may possibly be the best person for eachother once they grow ALOT together. mostly though.. i think that shit takes time. i don't think it's about destiny. i think it's about something you "become" once your relationship has evolved to that. that's what i think anyway. WOW did any of that make sense to anyone else? hahaha I AM LAME.
58. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? yes. that's something that you have to know about the person you're with. wether you are both compatable in that way and agree on things like that.
59. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? thats classified information sir.
62. What's an object you can't live without? food.. or a way to write.
63. Love or Lust: both at the same time.
64. Silver or gold: silver that isnt too obnoxiously shiney or subtle white/muted golds.
62. Diamond or pearl: black pearls
63. Sunset or sunrise: i like both. it's the only time i can focus on the sky because of my entopic eye crap. :/
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? all the time by myself when i was younger.
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? always have, always will.
66. Do you have any piercings? nose, eyebrow, belly button, ears, want an industrial eventually.
67. What color underpants are you wearing right now? aww ..mike says UNDERPANTS <3 ... they're bright yellow tbacks with black borders and paw prints.
68. What song are u listening to right now? the tv... some law commercial.
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? out of this fucking country... likely to "backpack" england. that would rock. i will be SUPER CHEAP about the "wedding". the honeymoon is like 326 times more important to me, because that would be for "us" as i consider a wedding to be mostly for your family/friends. :/
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? there are a few people who i don't ever want to not be in my life. seriously. i'm not ready to get -married- again yet, though, obviously.
72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face/body and humor/if i can talk to them.
73. Favorite sport? most one on one fighting sports minus martial arts probably. fencing/boxing/wrestling i also like archery. BECAUSE I AM A DORK.
74. What makes you happy? love/food/sex/music/my friends/laughing/being creative/feeling like my work matters. YES IT'S GAY, BUT I'M SERIOUS.
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get? what the hell are cds? they sell pre made ones in the store??? i'll be damned.
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? glasses for fashion. i'm -supposed- to wear reading glasses, but i havent since i was 16.
77. What's the best advice given to you? it's lame, but "the meaning of life, is to give your life meaning" i read it on the wall of a coffee house when i was 17. i take it to mean that you should make your life about whatever is important to you and not worry what other people think the meaning of your life should be. also, the advice "if you don't try you've already failed" is something i repeat to myself frequently. i have a serious fear of failure.
78. Have you ever won any special awards? lots of job related stuff that i usualy keep a secret because i feel silly.. or i blurt them out when i'm drunk.. like at dinner tonight X_X. i also won a bunch of acting awards in high school at state competitions.
79. What are your future goals? follow my dreams, and constantly work toward being the person i want to be. overcomming more fears/issues etc. aww.. how positive.
80. Worst sickness you ever had? when i was 5 i was in a plastic tent for a few months with severe resperatory problems, i almost died then. also, when i was 18 i had pneumonia and a 105.8 fever. i had food poisoning that year too. X_X IIICCCKKKK.
81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? both at the same time.
82. On the phone or in person? depends on who we're talking about. friends? in person. scary job related people? PHONE.
83. Hugs or kisses? kisses! both at the same time.
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? i don't know. someone else PICK ONE FOR ME.
85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? i'd let mike and adam decide who would get everything. they would know who i would want to have what.
86. Do you have any enemies? brian fasulo(sp) on good day live and a certain girl who shall remain unnamed. :D
87. What would you like to do to your enemies? humiliate them.
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? rich. i'd never want to be REALLLYYY famous... just a nice cult following will do.
89. What time is it in Albania now? what the fuck is albania?
90. Have you ever been in love? yes
91. Have you met Santa? quite a few
92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign and asked to use your phone, what would you do? TAKE PICTURES, then sit him down and smoke/drink/talk.
94. Do u have any pets? a cat with 3 legs, no tail and a fucked up eye. a fat ass whore cat who is super cool and sweet, a yorkie chihuahua retarded ass HILARIOUS best bark ever dog, a sweet maltese with pink ears, a vanilla/chocolate swirl pudding pop colored cat who plays in the shower <3, and a calico who screams non stop and knocks everything onto the floor.
95. Last time you were depressed? for more than an hour? ummm.. i think last month.. around uuh.. you know.. that time.
96. Do you think you whine about the opposite sex too much? not to anyone but that person unless something is REALLY bothering me. ..ew... WHINE is a terrible word.
97. Are you an alcoholic? nah... but i do like the drinkin'
98. Are you a drug addict? not really... but i do like the smokin'
99. How do you sleep? in a cold room, with a shitload of pillows, stuffies, blankets, and a slight fan noise.
100. What do you want to be doing right now? e a t i n g.

just a quick post

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 16:33:41 GMT

i finally fucking did it. cut my waist length hair up to my shoulders. O_O it'd just been too fucking long -no pun intended-. i promise i will post more than just pix in this journal some day. ;)
the webcam pix are dull. the color is much better in the digitals i posted a few days ago. i'll have to take better digitals once i have the time. oh, and.. all of my piercings are out in these because i just got home from work. >_<

digital camera

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 06:03:40 GMT

i just recently got this thing, and still havent figured out all of the settings. here are some snapshots i took last week.

first entry-

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 05:53:43 GMT

*serves up her journal*

this is not intended to be my personal journal, except for the fact that it belongs to me. it is meant to be a light hearted outlet.

hello.
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momentary seizure of love

from now on

garden of good and evil

just a quick post

digital camera

first entry-